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Thursday, May 3, 2012

Time has really gotten away from me



             I noticed that my last post was in FEB. (oops... I know I know you can yell at me for breaking my new years resolution/goal now). Well moving on...Life has been well busy. Between doctors appts, school stuff, bridal showers, housework, errands, etc. I just want to crash for a week and not move. I am seriously getting worn down. I actually cried to my husband the other night because I am so stressed out , under appreciated and abused lately. Lets start with the fact that . 
            My time seems to no longer belong to me but to everyone else. My kids take up a huge chunk of my time which is no big deal because well they are mine. BUT... Other peoples children have weaseled their way into my time as well. Every Time I think I will be able to have a day to myself to get things done or just be able to veg for 1/2 a day the phone rings. Can you babysit my child/ren? *Big HUGE ever loving Sigh* Shit I get no notice. I need to mentally prepare myself to handle your kid/s and giving me a few hours or the night before ain't cutting it. Apparently SAHM translates into Free babysitter whenever you need because I apparently have no other commitments and are suffering from sit on my ass syndrome. I had to put off grocery shopping several times because when I wanted to go & actually found time to go someone wanted me to watch their child/ren. Sorry I am not bringing a butt load of kids to the store with me. I went 3 weeks without going to the store.We didn't run out of food but we seriously were very close. I have Yard work I still have not been able to get to and probably won't be able to til later on next week (more so towards the weekend).But I digress...Thanks for listening to my little rant. 
            Now that we are getting closer to the summer months things are really going to be picking up. Baby shower this SAT. that I am excited about because well I didn't have to plan it, just need to show up. LOL. We find out on MON. what my SIL will be having this time. Oh yeah she is pregnant again Due is SEPT. Again. The same one that had a baby last year. Me and MIL already agreed we are not throwing her another baby shower. It just seem tacky to me having baby showers that close together, ya know? The babies are only going to be a year apart. Literally 12 months and a week.I might change my mind though if this is a boy this time. We shall see....

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